Heart Breaking Roar (Thoughts of Billal)

I am a loser

in failed love,

I cried that day,

you blew up the lantern.

I couldn't bear to

see someone else look at me,

you are someone else's today,

I have been patient.

The kite with the thread cut flew

away in my mind,

I was immersed in the

story of my sadness.

The kite disappeared

in the gust of wind,

I waited every day,

not knowing if I would find it.

I will pour water on the fire of love,

I will be successful even for my parents.

I will fly a kite with the thread of hard work,

I didn't buy a hundred blue glass bangles for you!

You said you would stay,

I really thought so.

It's amazing to think,

How stupid I was!

May the person who does not

keep his word be happy,

The emptiness of not having him

The person does not know!

No complaints, no pride,

Let life be spent in emptiness

But may the wrong person not

come into my life a second time.

The tears were not lies,

You were lies!

Just a story of heartbreak,

I was lost.

Black under my eyes,

Quicksand in my heart.

You were the bumblebee,

I was the gardener.

You were in the story of wetting the pillow with tears,

Without you I was an empty desert.

I have managed the situation and made little progress,

You will hear the story of success even from afar.

The person you want to keep

doesn't want to stay,

a false promise to leave for someone else.

You shouldn't have left by holding hands,

you shouldn't have hurt me by talking to me.

What kind of policy is this in the world of self-interest,

I have to handle all the terrible situations alone.

I am a puppet in the web of time,

I have paid the price for

my mistakes even though I did not make them.

Whatever the reality,

I will fight.

I have faith in the Lord,

I will be successful.

I am moving forward with the

blessings of my parents,

May there be no desire for revenge,

May humanity be precious.

I have lost what I have lost,

I have put an end to waiting,

The flame has burned in the fire.

I have broken the mirror of my heart,

I have made a mess,

My unconditional love for you

And a sky of pride has accumulated.

Even though you are not by my side,

you are there in my feelings,

even though I know I will not find you in reality

you remain in a fairy tale!

The dream has been broken

and the illusion has remained,

even though I know I will not find you

this mind is very perky.

You plant the seeds of

doubt every day,

If you get news from me,

you want to keep it a secret!

How much longer will you

play this game of hide and seek,

With a sky of neglect along

with false love.

The selfish bumblebee will

only eat the nectar of flowers,

Will it care about the fallen flowers!

Most people only seek self-interest,

How many understand love without self-interest?