Heart Breaking Roar (Thoughts of Billal)

I made a mistake in love

like a blind man,

I don't know how long

I will have to pay for

my mistake!

In the story of

turning around,

I will be the king,

Even if there is a chance,

I will not punish you.

How many days have passed,

It's so hard without you.

I swam against the current,

Love lost, but you won.

I am helpless in false love,

If only the whole world knew!

If you did injustice to me,

What harm did I do to you?

I will try,

I want to change the last page of my life.

The melody of pain on the dusty pages of memory,

I come to the door of success and see

The beloved person has gone far away.

I never thought that what happened,

I found the Sindhu of sorrow in Madhuban!

What I lost in Mayawati's illusion,

Not a single bit of it was recovered?

Burned to ashes in the fires of time,

There is no one to see in the busy world!

The dreams of childhood have faded,

Even the smiling face looks dirty.

He is also a prisoner in the prison of conscience,

Let there be no peace with the people who do not speak.

Let the dust gather on the pages of memory,

Let the feelings for the people who left diminish.

My shattered self,

in love with you.

If I succeed, you will understand,

I will finally cry.

I will break down and discover in a new way,

The wrong person called you will be expelled!

In my short life, I had great hopes,

I am always afraid of losing it.

I will run out of breath and merge into the earth,

A simple, hard life, let people not say it is bad.

How many people cared in good times,

My soul was lonely in bad times!

Those who searched for me who had been neglected,

I will disappear from the lives of the rest!

Some people don't want to take revenge for insults in life,

Time will give a befitting reply, this is the way of the world.

Those who find satisfaction in belittling others,

Time will explain where their rightful place is!

If you hadn't left, I would have remained ordinary,

I want to build from the broken, I want to be the reason for regret.

You are a reason for running after success.

I will burn in the fire of regret, I will be an example.

Two separate bodies under one sky,

No one has opened the diary of imperfection.

The body lives on breath, the mind on faith

When will you hear the roar of heartbreak?

How many people have been able to light this light of love!

Most of them are the roar of heartbreak!

I don't know if I can do it or not, but I have only one dream,

I want to be the reason for your regret..!